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rebecca_in_blue) wrote2008-06-01 12:13 am
I wish I was back in France with goat cheese in my mouth.
The last few days have been absolutely shit-tacular. No other word acurately describes the shittiness. And tomorrow is probably going to be just as shitty.
On Thursday Lofton Staffing Services called me and said they might have found me employment, but I had to take a drug test first. So I went to their offices Friday morning, but they were out of drug test kits and sent me to Sulphur. So I drive to Sulphur, pee in a cup, and on the way back I come so close to an accident that it wasn't even funny. I guess I should be grateful I'm still alive. Later I find out that the employment they found for me is a half-hour drive away and, judging from what they told me, not what I'm looking for.
Today I've learned that I'm fucktarded because I don't know what the fuck a granule is. Well, who the fuck cares? And I can't use first-person possessive adjectives anymore, ever. If I don't post in this journal again, it'll be because I was murdered for accidentally saying my. Or because I killed myself. Oh, and today looking at a picture of Dad suddenly filled me with uncontrollable rage and I broke the frame and ground the glass into little pieces in my carpet.
There is more to say, but I don't feel like saying it. A snippet of an e-mail from Chinese Sarah: My teacher and students --they are OK ,i think one of the reasons is they find i can understand them more then what they thought i was :) Heather told me that the French is very simple , now i think she is right ----i am a very good example ----it is very fanny , because i thought only the juvenile always think in this way , maybe i am too simple (: b )
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(Anonymous) 2008-06-02 01:47 am (UTC)(link)Sorry you are having such a tough week, it must be in the water cause I'm in a funk tooo. I finally went to market basket and picked up a carton of chocolate ice cream and a jar of salted peanuts and had a bowl, I feel alittle better but still bored yet don't really want to do anything. Lofton Staffing Services SUCK!!! Athena used them for a while until they sent her to DeQuincy. Good Lord, thank goodness we had map quest but they should ask how far you want to travel before they send your resume out. Don't worry about not knowing a definition, who the hell cares, how often do you use that word anyway, if someone teases you it only shows they have no manners. First-person possessive, no matter how bad you think your grammar is please don't stop blogging, you are an interesting writer and I enjoy reading you.I don't think you have bad grammar. I was really angry that my kids never got to meet my father, and I often wonder how he could of influenced them if he had been in their lives. I really miss aunt carolyn. I was talking to aunt carla on the phone yesterday and had to stop myself from asking her if she had heard from carolyn lately. I pretend sometimes she is just on a trip for a few months and she'll be back eventually when in actuality I will be the one who has to make a trip before I see her again. It is kinda stupid but it helps keep me sane. Your dad loved you guys so much and he is so proud of you, I know if there is any way he can help you from up there he is going to do it. I can see him sitting somewhere pushing back his hair from his forehead and holding a cup of coffee in the other, smiling at you. Well i think i need another scoop of ice cream and peanuts. if you have time come see us this week, the pool is clear and the swing is ready for you. Also this is just an offer and I will not feel insulted if you don't want to, but we were wondering if you and sarah wanted to housesit while we are on vacation, we would be gone for about 2 weeks, if interested let me know. Love aunt connie